It only gets harder.

 

I know it seems like I just keep saying how crazy, and scandalous my life has been for the past couple of weeks or more like months but I swear it has become a never ending story. I just keep praying to make it thru this semester of school since all this stuff has me pretty shook up and barely able to keep up with everything but I am managing. I am putting an end to this soon because something has to give I do not think that we can live as a family under this circumstances and have me worrying all the time. I am thinking of a plan that I can put into gear because if I get into the nursing program I am not going to be able to handle all this family drama and stuff and keep up with all of that. Today I was not able to make it to my first two classes for some of these circumstances and I do not like missing my classes and feeling so bad about it. Today I was also feeling some kind of way about everything, even just a bird passing by made me feel sad. I was really emotional today but at the end of the day I am the only one that can fix that in me and I intent to as soon as school is over because I wanna focus most of me energy into that for this next couple of weeks.Keep me in your prayers hunties.