Yes beautiful day

 

Today was such a beautiful day it actually felt like we were in spring time. I woke up this morning feeling better and was feeling fresh but a little sleepy. Today also marked a little mile stone for me since I actually applied to the nursing program or should I say I turned in my application. Now all I have to do is pray to god that hopefully I can get in for this upcoming fall semester I am so excited for this next part of my life. I feel like once I really start the nursing program I will actually have the count down till the days a graduate and start the next step of my life but for now I need to look at the smaller picture and focus on this next five weeks of school. On another note I got good grades on my last 2 anatomy exams and project it raised my grade to an B plus so of course I was excited. I also started my new meal plans today when I actually start watching what I eat again since I have gained some weight back. Now I am home watching some television and waiting for my girl Tasha to pick me up and go out for dinner to Flamingos in miller beach. I am excited for the night and hopefully getting to bed early today because I am feeling extra tired. I did not take a nap today which I am very proud of.

Online shopping.

 

Online shopping can be a very dangerous tool for many woman out there like myself who just love shopping. Online shopping becomes a very dangerous habit after a while because it is very hard to stop shopping after discovering how amazingly cheap and affordable things can be online. There are many top of the line websites that sell name brand clothing, makeup, jewelry, shoes etc for half the price which makes it even harder to resist. Some of my favorite website that I always find my self shopping for more are Hautelook, Zullily, Nordstrom, Ebay and of course Amazon. These websites are honestly meant to make shoppers buy even more products than originally planned by having crazy sales going on all the time. For example, Hautelook is my favorite one because they always have so many nice things for really cheap prices. I always find me self buying earrings, makeup, shoes, clothes, purses among other stuff from Hautelook and honestly it has become a problem for my bank account haha. I probaly spend about One thousand to two thousand dollars a year on this websites combined together buying all my must needs. Online buying is obviously a great tool to use to a certain extent or like me until not able to stop buying stuff. One of the most exciting moments is when I see that package come in the mail, I swear it feels like Christmas morning all over again. Hopefully I can learn to slow down but if not oh well ill have so many fabulous stuff to wear.

Hot mess

 

Oh my lord, I swear keeping my room clean is a mission that never ends and never will. I can literaly have my room clean one day and in a day or two it is a whole mess but the root of this problem is getting dressed. Every girl can agree with me that picking a cute outfit to wear to school, lunch, club etc can be a hassle. It always starts with one outfit that seems like the one to wear but it ends up looking a certain kind of way that you do not want to wear it any more and so on, so on. Now by the time I have picked out a outfit to wear for the day there is about 5 outfits in the floor that I always fail to pick up because by the time I am done getting ready I am actually running late. This whole processes is repeated at least five times a week so one can see how this can add up pretty quickly and become a hassle. Now that is only clothes but since there is also accessories to wear the same process happens with that and makeup but I think that if I had a bigger room this would be less of a issue but that is just my personal opinion and I am sticking to it ha. I also need to get rid of so many clothes I am determined to have a yard sale this summer to try to get some money out of it.

last drop of energy.

 

This semester in school has been like no other semester I have ever had. I feel like god is really helping me get through this semester and finish it strong. The reason why I say that is because I am going through so much stress and drama at home and things like that. I know that he would not have let me and my family go through all of this if he did not think my family and me could handle it and come out strong out of it. I am really shocked how I am keeping up with all the school work while going to work also but the human body is really an amazing machine that can withstand plenty of stress and work. Right now as I am writing I honestly am on my last straw of power for the day and a soon as I am done I am finally going to be bale to give my mind and body some rest to get me ready for tomorrow. Ha half way falling asleep thats how tired I am but hey I had a really long day and I refuse not get this all this work done before I go to bed. My friend also came over today and helped me work on my essay for the nursing program to make sure that everything was okay. As many of you know english is my second language so I have to put in some extra work in my essays but I have her just take a look over as a peer review kind of deal. Well good night my friends.

the shade of it all. please have severaal seats.

 

“The shade of it all” as said by Latrice Royal is really how I feel today. Today individuals have been getting in my last never, some people really have the nerve to try and throw some shade. Some thing that my mom has told me is do not talk about somebody if you have tail to be stepped on and I honestly swear by this. Let me get something clear hunties one cannot preach about something that you are, used to be etc. Please do not try to tell someone they are this, this and this when you know dang right you are on the same thing but also trying to judge. I am usually a nice person and just go with the flow because at the end of the day I am a grown women that has business to handle, bills to pay and school finish. I honestly do not have time to be contemplating all kind of foolishness going around but let me make something clear when you do try to come after me please know what you are coming for and what you are going to get. I just hate individuals like and trust me I will read you in a quick and a side of shade. Everybody now a days try to act crazy but hunty acting crazy and rachet is not cute. Just remember no one like hypocritical individuals that try to make them selves feel better by trying to put other people down. Karma is real she always comes back to get everyone so please have several seats or actually

a stadium full of seats.

blahhhhh

 

I felt so sick today I swear I though I was not going to feel better but my moms excuse to feel better is shopping. My mom convinced me to go shopping with her and we went to valparaiso with her to get away from all the crazy stuff that was going on at my house with my dad I guess it was a little get away for my mom. I really did not want to go but my mom seemed like she did not leave the house and got away from my dad she was going to snap so I had to do it for her. It sucks having to deal with this but it is part of life. I was so nauseous all day and felt like blah another thing that was crazy is the weather. This past couple of weeks the weather has been all over the place which has had my allergies going crazy. Well we finally came back from when my dad had left for work and we got to work on some of the work left around the house. Which also reminds me that I have not completed my application to the nursing program. Some times I be leaving everything to the last minute with everything that is going through my head. We also decided that we are going to go get this diet thing done on thursday because my mom gained some weight and so did I which is unacceptable. I guess time will tell if it will work for me.

long busy weekend it was.

 

Busy, busy, busy has been the motto of the weekend I swear. Finally thank to god I finished my anatomy project and it came out looking great I am so proud of my self for taking the time to make it extra nice. I am not going to lie I has a couple of set backs trying to do all this work this weekend but for the most part I made it. I really put in a lot on detail into all the work I did this weekend since I am trying to finish this semester strong. I did feel a little tired and out of energy this weekend tho but I was so excited to find my vitamins that I ha bought. It has been months since I last saw them and today I found them and was so happy because I need my vitamins. I am off from work till thursday so I guess I better put tuesday to use since I do not work. I have two exams due this week and let me tell you hunty I am going to go in and pass them suckers with a B at least. Switching to another topic Once upon a time was so juicy tonight but I expected more drama and scandalous stuff to happen. Honestly I want all them to go in and get into some crazy fights Regina v.s Wicked. As the night is winding down I am getting more sleepy so I guess its bed time for this gal.

I will be productive this weekend.

 

Woop woop it is almost the weekend and it is my weekend off at work. I had originally planned to go spend the weekend in chicago with my cousin and visiting some of my favorite places but that plan has now changed into a whole weekend of nothing but homework. Over the weekend I plan to complete many task for school including Anatomy poster of blood flow from right thumb to liver, a four page bacterial report on meningitis, a presentation for the report and finally start on my english research paper. I am going to do all of this while also studying for my Microbiology exam on tuesday over four chapters and my Anatomy lab exam on wednesday. As many of you can tell this is going to be such a busy weekend and hopefully I can keep my word of doing all of this work during the weekend. I have so many ideas of what to do this weekend other than studying, I also want to get some breakfast with my girl Tasha, clean my room, wash clothes and clean my car again. I really want it to be productive I believe that if I plan my time very wisely I can accomplish all of this. I currently have B's in anatomy and micro and I think I have an A in english. On a brighter note I think me and my girl Adriean might be getting some buffalo wild wings tonight. We were suppose to go after work but it did not happen so hopefully we do go tonight.

Motivation, friends, and family.

 

Today it finally sinked in how busy I am going to be for the next seven weeks. I know I am so excited that we only have seven more weeks this semester after this week but the end also comes with plenty of work to do. I have so many assignments that I have to do and exams to study for but I have to do it for me and my family. With everything that is going on with my mom and my dad I have to prepare myself to take on all the responsibilities that my dad might not want to. In order for me to do that I have to get this degree done taking care of all my family wont be easy but if I have to I will. Honestly thats my motivation most of the time. I just have to remember that I have a family to look up for if other people wont. That being said I have to force mys elf to get this done even though most of the time I do not even want to get out of bed. I know it sounds silly but I hate waking up early and having to go to class work etc. I have to finish this semester strong and get in that program so I can finally feel like okay I only got this much time left doing this. I just thank all my friends that also keep me motivated and going, surround your self with the people that inspire you.

Yay passed the Hessi.

 

Yessss I passed mu Hessi exam today so I can apply to the nursing program at PNC. Let me just say I was so nervous people are always saying how easy it is and all that but I was still nervous considering my luck. The math part was okay pretty simple stuff that I had not done in a while but I managed to do all right I got an 88 on it so heyyy girl hey. Now the english part was scandalous cause everybody knows that I am from Mexico and my english be a little rough. Luckily I got a 76 on which is a passing grade to be able to apply which I wish I would of done better but like I said I am not that good at it. Now I gotta fill out the application and write my essay so I can turn it in. I am really nervous about not being able to get in but I am just going to let it hang in gods hands and see what happens. All that I have left to do is pass Microbiology and Anatomy with a C or higher and English 102 also. I am not too worried about english but I am about Microbiology I need to put in some more study time. In another note after taking the Hessi today I went to eat before class and felt so full. I attempted to take a nap in my car but it was not working. I can't wait to go home tonight.

monday after spring break.

 Holly mole after a whole week of break I did not wanna get up early to go to school. I know it seems silly but a week really made me get all comfy and not wanting to do anything specially since it was cold and I spent a lot of my break sleeping. All I kept thinking this morning was really only a week spring break should be like two weeks long I swear one week is like a little tease. I was also so tired this morning since I did not get plenty of sleep the night before. Luckily for me I stopped and got me a coffee this morning and ended up getting two super juicy and delicioso muffins, I know I was being a big bee but they looked so good and I did not have time to get me breakfast. I got me a cream cheese one and a banana nut one. After I was done with my classes I started driving home and decided to stop and see my friend Maribel and her babies. I was so happy to see her since I had not seen her in months but hey both of us have been so busy for the past couple of months. Of course all of you probably know what I did after leaving her house and I sure did, I went home and took a juicy nap. Well it was not that juicy for some reason I cannot fall asleep all the way if I fall asleep with my makeup on. I woke up and did some work and called it a night.

Have a great friday.!

 

Good morning everyone today is going to be a busy crazy day but fun at the same time. I just woke up and started doing some homework since I will be busy all afternoon and night because I am going to blue chip casino tonight for my girls birthday. I am so excited last time we all went to the casino we had such a great time together. I am hoping that this time it is as much fun as last time but better. I am trying to catch up on some micro and anatomy homework since I was being a little alligator all week. I am also working on my paper that is due monday but it is almost done so I am not too worried about it.I still got so many things to do like shower, makeup, hair and most important my outfit. It is so hard to decide what to wear when going out I swear ha ha and it does not help that I cannot find the pair of pants that I wanted to wear tonight. It is going to be my mission to find those pants because I really want to wear those with a classy top and some wedge heels. I am also waiting for my girl to txt me and tell me what time she is coming by since she wanted me to do her makeup. Well I am going to get back in schedule before it gets too late have a great day my friends.

Craking up.!!

 

I am having such a good time watching tv right now it is not even funny. VH1 is showing 40 greatest pranks for and I had watched the previous ones so I know I am going to get a good laugh out of this. Let me just say I am cracking up watching this show cant even breath half the time ha ha big girl problems. I know my mom and brothers are probably wondering why this crazy gal is laughing so loud at eleven o'clock at night. I am just in over my head in how they come up with this pranks because if somebody was to prank me like they are pranking some of this people I would die. I am a sucker for a good prank tho and cannot resist laughing at people. I am so bad at this that if I see someone fall in front of me I loose it and start laughing even tho I know this individual is probably feeling so no bueno. One of my favorite ones that they showed was one from a brazilian show called “Que locura” in which they make this girl think she is seeing bloody mary or something like that and she looses it. I know that feeling because I would of pee on me self or something like that. Actually I might of tried fighting the ghost looking lady of she got close to me. Well for all my friends that like a good laugh please watch this show because it is hilarious.

History of Freestyle concert.

I am so excited for the Legends of freestyle concert in Chicago next month. As many of my friends might know I love 80's latin freestyle even though I was not born in the 80's. I honestly feel like I should have been a teenager in the 80's because I love everything about the 80's. In some ways you can clearly see some aspects of the 80's are coming back in todays society. Last year I went to two freestyle concerts in the chicago area and they were amazing, those nights were some of the nicest nights I have had concert wise. I probably would have had an even better night if I was not designated driver because I could of enjoyed my self a little more with the drinks. I say that with a smile on my face. That being said I am prepared to have one of the best nights ever this time with my girl Tasha. I have requested the next day off so I do not have to worry about going in to work and those kind of stuff. The concert is April 12 in some part of chicago, I cannot clearly recall which part but it was a great spot. I am excited to see Lisa Lisa & the cult jam, Cynthia, George Lamond, TKA, Corina, Lisstte Melendez, among others. I just hope to have a great night and have fun with my gals and among many of the people that we will meet that night.

normal day but relaxing.

 

Spring break is going amazing as far as I can tell. I only work tuesday and thursday this week and I got somebody to cover my shift saturday for me and my girl Adriean. This Friday is our friends Renee birthday so she wants us to go out with her and as the great friends that we are we tried to hard to get somebody to work for us. The hard work finally paid off and today two lovely gals agree to take our shift saturday. Today was such a great day at work because there was no extra crazy stuff going on and me and my girl Sam had a wonderful day at work. Call lights were not acting super crazy and our residents were relaxing the whole day. I went to get breakfast to Mcdonalds with my girl for our lunch and let me just be the first one to say I was a big momma today when it came to eating. When we got there I had a steak muffin meal and afterwards I was still hungry so I got me a breakfast burrito with hot picante. My breakfast was fire and juicy, it made me feel so full and sleepy when we got back to work. The rest of my shift was cake and I came back home and watching some tv and took a well deserved nap because thats what people do in spring break other than getting crazy. No getting crazy for me this year other than friday for my gals birthday.

Productive Monday.

 

Today was such a productive day I got so many things accomplished. I started my morning by enjoying the beginning of my spring break week and drinking coffee with my mom. After that my dad asked me to pay for his plates online since he did not feel like going to pay for them which reminded me that I need to get mine done soon, I think I has two weeks left before mine are due. After paying for my dads plates and decided to go and get my emission test done since I had nothing better to do and I had to get that done sooner or later. Thank god my mom reminded me before walking out the door that the BMV was closed to day which sucked because I was so ready to get it over with. This is the first year since I got my new car that I was required to take the emission smoke test. I feel like it could of taken a couple more years before I was required to take the test. Since going to take the test was out of the question I decided to go get some stuff I needed at the dollar store. Sometimes I rather go to the dollar store because its way smaller than Walmart and less crowed. It is so funny how many more stuff I end up getting when I go to the dollar store. When I got home I decided to clean my car which took three hours since my car had not been cleaned since the fall. I decided to keep my cleaning spree going by getting my car wash it was so nice to see my car so clean. I was too tired afterwards and relaxed all day.

Lovely day.

 

Talk about about having a productive day. I honestly got so many things done today that I did not think I was going to get done. Well they were not like must do things but more of catching up with people and running around. My morning started by me feeling hungry and wanting a bomb breakfast so I asked my sister in law if she wanted to go with me to a place my friend Tasha introduced me to. Of course she said yes so we got ready in a hot minute and headed out to Hobart which did not take that long even tho I did not remember exactly how to get to this place. The funny part is that I did not remember the name of the place either. We finally managed to get there and ordered some juicy breakfast I ordered a juicy skillet and we went in on that food. Everybody was in love with my niece at that place but who can blame them shes a little angel. After that we went to goodwill and I found some nice stuff. I got skirts, dresses, and some shoes. All together it was not that bad I am not use to shopping at goodwill but I found some cute stuff. Later in the day me and my friends Tasha and Alexis went to Bc osaka to catch up and had a lovely time. I honestly had such a beautiful day today. It is time to relax now. Goodnight my friends.

yessssssss finally.

 

Finally, the time has come that I can finally say this gal right here is on spring break. Not that my spring break is going to be very interesting since I have nothing planned. This what a really stressful week I had so much work to do and deal with family drama. Not to mention I had a nervous breakdown and anxiety attack. Now I have a four day weekend to have all the fun and relaxation I want. Spring break is not going to be all fun and giggles since I still have homework to do and other school related stuff do to but over all it is a break from everything. Sadly tho I have to go to work tuesday and thursday which sucks I wish I would of remembered to request those days off or take some vacation days then it would of really been a mini vacation. I started some spring cleaning tonight which I will follow tomorrow. My boo thang wants to go out tonight so I have to make time for him and have a nice night out. Tomorrow I am going to try and clean my closets out and get rid of the things that I do not need anymore which is going to be plenty. If any of my friends wanna help me that would be great. I also need to clean my car out because it has been a mess of a winter and my car has suffered. Hopefully I can get many things accomplished.

I need to get it together.

  

This has been such a crazy week for me among family stuff, work, and school work. One of the main issues that I have been having is that I seem to be such a bad girl when it comes to getting school work done. This semester has been really hard for me so far and has showed me that I need to work better in balancing my schedule. Balancing my schedule needs to become one of my main priorities but I also need to learn how to balance my personal life, and school. One of the main factors has become that I did not anticipate that going to school 5 days a week while working would take such a toll on my body. How do people manage to do this, I just think of my friends who are doing it and believe in them. I honestly do not know how my friend Sam does it since she still works full time while going to school full time also. She is honestly a role model to me because she is so hard working, maybe I should learn some tips from her. Procrastination is a very ugly habit that I need to get out of but with so much going on something has to give and something has to suffer. My goal for this week is to ask my friends Samantha and Tasha how they manage to work everything out because they is doing it. My friend Tashi goes to school, works and takes cares of her daughter she is also a great role model to follow this two gals give me hope that I can do it. I need to get it together after spring break it will be a new start.

Addicted to television shows.

 

Television is such a distraction to me I swear but it is so entertaining. I have such a big problem when it comes to watching tv shows specially Syfy oriented shows. I am a huge junkie when it comes to watching shows that have to deal with witches, vampires, werewolf's, or any supernatural creature. I honesty watched at least 5 supernatural shows a week, some of them new while some of them are oldies but goodies. Some of my favorite shows that I am currently watching are Being human, Los girl, vampire diaries, Once upon a time, Teen wolf, The Originals, The walking dead, and Supernatural among others. The sad part is this is only whats out on television right now there are way too many other shows that broadcast throughout the year. Another kind of shows that I love watching are “mexican telenovelas” which is pretty much a soap opera but juicier. I am trying to stay away from telenovelas tho because they are really time consuming since they are played monday thru friday. Watching my shows is like a ritual I swear I get comfortable and start watching on my days off I sometimes spend a whole day watching my shows. One of the greatest inventions that has been created in the past decade is Comcast on demand. For those of you out there that have Comcast I am sure you all know how amazing and life changing it is. All I have to say is I am never giving my shows up.

what is life? stay strong.

 

Life can get so crazy sometimes that it is hard to catch a breath. Lately it seems that life is testing me and my family to see how strong we are at least thats how I am seeing it.When everything seems so messed up that there is no light at the end of the tunnel all you gotta have is fate. Fate that god knows what is best for you and that he would not put us through something if he did not think we as his sons and daughters would be have to handle it. One of the best things I my self can do is just to take it one step at the time but also sit back in the passengers seat and analyze the situation. We as humans tend to always think negative and look for the worst when we should be thinking positive and looking for a bright future. One of the most important things to do is surround your self with people who bring in positive things into your life but also want to bring out the best in you. Not all friendships are good for you and some were just meant to teach us something about life, but also human nature. As I wake up in the morning I just thank god for giving me, my family, and friends another day and giving us the power to keep on going and make something beautiful out of our lives. Life is what you make of it.

blahhh

 

This weekend was a really blah and boring expect for my cousin coming from out of town. I really hate weekend that I have to work I swear they feel like they last forever. Friday night was okay I went to a work party and had some fun with my coworkers and friends. They had some really scrumptious food I ate two plates and I felt so full. There was a Dj and we were all dancing and having fun I really enjoyed that part of the night. Of course I also got me some free drinks and they were juicy I had bloody mary's and long islands. After that I went home and my family was getting drunk in the kitchen which made me upset because I could not drink with them since I had to work in the morning. It was such a funny night my drunk family members was acting a fool at night and ended up falling and busting their butt. That was some of the funniest things I have ever seen and it was so funny because I could not sleep. Saturday was pretty boring and so was sunday except for the fact that I got to hang out with my boo thang which was pretty nice I had a good time. I also went to a mexican story with my girl and she had never been to a mexican store, it was like a brand new world to her. Good night I am so tired ill hopefully have something better to write tomorrow.